Just a quick update/dec 1/2006world aids day

Well i am out on bail when i should be in jail.it seems getting that fraud charge will be in breach of my conditional arrest,as i was toild by my probation officer today and have to see him the 14 .So i think i will be inside for xmas untill june when my house arrest is up.bullshit or what folks?Here i am making Video's for hiv to educate kids and teens ,going to schools, group homes,colledges and at L.University.So now i am lookin at 1 yr for getting a check in my mail and taking it too the bank and asking him to check it out.I was with my son and am hoping that we can at least win my case,such is my life though,seeems no matter what i do or try it always ends up kickin my ass and hard!Well i am out for today anyways and am fairly happy about that.It would help if i could find a decent woman to love again.I need that hope if i am to carry on,or at least could use it.I ran into Taz today,an ex that is looking very rough as she is still hard at the coke.That drug as ruined so many lives its mind boggleing.and the money spent on that shit??CRAZY or WHAT???I hear if it was made legel it would ruin the US economy.Well i hope yous all have a safe and happy xmas.O,I must admit great disappointment over the fact that nothing was done here in sudbury.i mean nothing at a decent hour,7-10 is kinda early eh folks?well i regret not showing up now.BUT what can i do now?i a;lso fucked up an interview with cbc radio canada,its almost the same behaviour as when i was useing.I have to find tyhe right fix!Barb is a pain these days and keeps on wanting me to shoot her up!i hate that shit and she still brings it into my house which is very disrespectfull eh folks?>?well thats al;l for tonight eh!GODBLESS you all egh,james joey gough sudbury ont can