Jonathon

 I watched a show dateline that showed a small boy with aids,and what courage and strength that the family displays,and a miraculas little boy,who just wants to be normal,loved in a peacefull happy envirement,like all boys and girls should be raised !Jonathon swain was supposed to die from aids at 2 or 3,living everyday like it was the last,cause it just coulda been,how the mom got hooked on coke =200/day habit.trying to escape the pressures of raising a son with aids,and what a coke addiction can do to a family.I know how it can tear at one's feelings and thoughts,just one,i'll just do 1,lol,thats what they all say eh?well its true,alot of junkies i know try and fool themselves every time with that ol I"LL just do 1 and thats it!lol asif you would stop at 1,asif you had that much control over the drug not the drug controlling you eh!untill you get fed up with all the bullshit and decide to stop useing yerself,fooling yerself,hurting yerself,and start to accept who and what you are.anyways along with jonathon's story,it seems she gets 12 years for dealing drugs ,so,john graduates highschool,meets a beautifull girl,he found someone to share life with,and they get married ,she gets pregnate,has a son who is hiv -,they finaly get to meet back with his mom after she gets out of jail,stays off the dope and crack!~now here is this guy who wasn't supposed to live past 2 or 3!and here he is a daddy now and a husband,he works with his brother and his mom ,lives in the basement of johns new house! this guy Jonathon Swain is my hero! he has filled me with a renewed sence of hope,and my thanks goes out to this guy thousands of miles away,that helped me get through a tough day,and fill me with hope and courage to face anything,My GOD is with me,i shall not want!~~Peace all!!~~~ 

why its hard finding a woman!

  why can't i find a nice lookin woman that has HIV ?Now that it is more common and more accepted(supposedly)why am i haveing such a hard time finding a girl for me>?I am an ex addict,and got hiv from inter-venus drug use(I.V.=inject)at first finding out i was pos drove me even deeper in my drug use,and i was very lucky i didnt od or die with a needle stick in my arm,as have so many of the people i used to know has happened to them,so,why me?why am i able to get outta the drug scene?I think it has been my faith that has pulled me through most of my trials.I am always trying to get to know my father that created me,and no not my dad,he has long since passed,and i really didnt know him that well to tell ya the truth.anyways just for today,i am gratefull to be alive and well,(i think),lol,just have to keep lookin for that pretty girl to come my way,oh and i just heard that you can be sued for passing hiv to someone,and now you must disclose if yer pos,(i do)anyways have a good day and type at ya's after eh!peace!! 

july5/2006

 well, its another year almost since i lost my daughter cory well it will be 2 years now and i still miss her every day.she gave me hope to go on,but now that she's gone i feel like i have lossed all my hope,i can feel the pressure building up0 inside and have to learn to vent,get it out of my system eh,well at least its good for some goossip eh!lol jkanyways i miss my little girl(22 not so little)and just hope she knows that i love and miss her very much,oh and yes theres still the hiv aids 2006 internayional conf to keep up my hope ,maybe i will find a ife there eh!well thats it for now folks GOD bless you and yours eh!~~peace~~~ 

I often wonder if there are different dimentions on our planet

 And that there are doors to get to different dimentions in space and time,if such a doorway was found,it brings up alot of new idea's of how to solve some of today's problems,if only we knew where these door-ways were eh?anyways,i am glad that i am here and i am straight,(almost)at least i am clean from the heavy drugs,and just have to get off this methadone,but i am experiencing some leg and foot pain and i know that my family doc will not give me anything for pain.I am ok .And i am just watching the shuttle lift off and its a cool site i must say.The amount of fuel they burn is incredable,but it sure is a moving site. 

Nice day out today,that the creator has made,

 and we are just ruining it at a faster and faster rate of speed,ruining it for our future generations.We have to stop while we have time to make a change foe the benefit of all man,lest we keep on in this manner and destroy ourselves,or any future we might have had on this planet.Hey,safe sex saves lives ,so save a life today eh!peace all! 

my life story: Anyone spare a Moterhome for a good cause?

my life story: Anyone spare a Moterhome for a good cause?: "it has been a dream of mine for awhile now to go across canada with a bunch of fellow warriors,telling our dif. stories of living and dealing with HIV -AIDS .All of us would be dif, race ,cultures,religeons,and backgrounds.this is to include as many peoples from the audience as possable so that they can identify with one or more of our group.(5 or 6 peoples) we will each tell our stories,10 or 15 ,minutes each,and go around to schools and group homes,University's ,wherever there are kids willing to listen to us,hear us,see us ,learn from us,we are your brothers and sisters,fathers and mothers,and countless orphans affected by this disease!help us to help each other ,and may GOD bless each and every one of yous,in Jesus name i pray ,amen!
posted by james(joey)gough at 11:56 AM
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james(joey)gough said...
Call 705 688 0500 access aids sudbury,living well fund,or leave a message for james(joey)gough,This is also where our support group meets(Wed.1:30-3:30)have a great summer all,and remember that safe sex saves lives!so,save a life today eh!
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Anyone spare a Moterhome for a good cause?

it has been a dream of mine for awhile now to go across canada with a bunch of fellow warriors,telling our dif. stories of living and dealing with HIV -AIDS .All of us would be dif, race ,cultures,religeons,and backgrounds.this is to include as many peoples from the audience as possable so that they can identify with one or more of our group.(5 or 6 peoples) we will each tell our stories,10 or 15 ,minutes each,and go around to schools and group homes,University's ,wherever there are kids willing to listen to us,hear us,see us ,learn from us,we are your brothers and sisters,fathers and mothers,and countless orphans affected by this disease!help us to help each other ,and may GOD bless each and every one of yous,in Jesus name i pray ,amen! 

HIV-AIDS 2006 International Conference in Toronto

Will be a very cool place to be in August(11-18) and should provide a good source of knowledge,experience,and hopefully also meet a pretty woman to settle down with.(wishfull thinkin)well who knows eh?not me thats fer sure!well today i am clean and like it that way!I do not have to hide my feelings of loss and remorse anymore,and have dealt with most of my personal issues,(still workin on that smokin thing)I am at peace with myself finaly,and now am just bloggin away on this here machine.I like this as it can also be used to educate people as well as entertain also.Remember peoples Safe Sex Saves Lives,so practice away eh,and save some lives!~~peace all~~joe from canada 

Art is in the eye of the beholder,how can you see love?

Its just something i've thought about,how can you veiw love?or why does a certain artwork work for you and others do not>?art is art isn't it?I guess that would depend on one's veiw eh?Its starting to look like America is the true terrorists,and thats the truth of it all along!Bush is after the oil and is exchangeing american blood for it.I am gratefull i live in a country where one's rights are respected,(Native's are still treated like second class citizens in their own country)or at least i thought it was,i am gratefull that i am clean and i am hoping to meet someone soon,it gets kinda boring here at times.well have a great summer holiday all,~~~peace eh~~safe sex saves lives!~~~~ 

Just for today canada day raining

Figures that the day we are supposed to have fireworks we get rain,(happens every year eh)hopefully they will wait till tomorrow when there is better weather out.Well happy Canada day all.Hope we are around for 200 hundred years eh!best country in this whole planet eh!I am HIV + but am not on meds at this time,july1/2006 I am alone alot these days and get bored fast it seems,or i just cant pay attention for too long,but ,just for today i am thanks full to my creator for giving me so much to enjoy in this life.thank-you GOD ,where ever you are now,thanks and keep up the great work eh!~~peace~~