I watched a show dateline that showed a small boy with aids,and what courage and strength that the family displays,and a miraculas little boy,who just wants to be normal,loved in a peacefull happy envirement,like all boys and girls should be raised !Jonathon swain was supposed to die from aids at 2 or 3,living everyday like it was the last,cause it just coulda been,how the mom got hooked on coke =200/day habit.trying to escape the pressures of raising a son with aids,and what a coke addiction can do to a family.I know how it can tear at one's feelings and thoughts,just one,i'll just do 1,lol,thats what they all say eh?well its true,alot of junkies i know try and fool themselves every time with that ol I"LL just do 1 and thats it!lol asif you would stop at 1,asif you had that much control over the drug not the drug controlling you eh!untill you get fed up with all the bullshit and decide to stop useing yerself,fooling yerself,hurting yerself,and start to accept who and what you are.anyways along with jonathon's story,it seems she gets 12 years for dealing drugs ,so,john graduates highschool,meets a beautifull girl,he found someone to share life with,and they get married ,she gets pregnate,has a son who is hiv -,they finaly get to meet back with his mom after she gets out of jail,stays off the dope and crack!~now here is this guy who wasn't supposed to live past 2 or 3!and here he is a daddy now and a husband,he works with his brother and his mom ,lives in the basement of johns new house! this guy Jonathon Swain is my hero! he has filled me with a renewed sence of hope,and my thanks goes out to this guy thousands of miles away,that helped me get through a tough day,and fill me with hope and courage to face anything,My GOD is with me,i shall not want!~~Peace all!!~~~
I watched a show dateline that showed a small boy with aids,and what courage and strength that the family displays,and a miraculas little boy,who just wants to be normal,loved in a peacefull happy envirement,like all boys and girls should be raised !Jonathon swain was supposed to die from aids at 2 or 3,living everyday like it was the last,cause it just coulda been,how the mom got hooked on coke =200/day habit.trying to escape the pressures of raising a son with aids,and what a coke addiction can do to a family.I know how it can tear at one's feelings and thoughts,just one,i'll just do 1,lol,thats what they all say eh?well its true,alot of junkies i know try and fool themselves every time with that ol I"LL just do 1 and thats it!lol asif you would stop at 1,asif you had that much control over the drug not the drug controlling you eh!untill you get fed up with all the bullshit and decide to stop useing yerself,fooling yerself,hurting yerself,and start to accept who and what you are.anyways along with jonathon's story,it seems she gets 12 years for dealing drugs ,so,john graduates highschool,meets a beautifull girl,he found someone to share life with,and they get married ,she gets pregnate,has a son who is hiv -,they finaly get to meet back with his mom after she gets out of jail,stays off the dope and crack!~now here is this guy who wasn't supposed to live past 2 or 3!and here he is a daddy now and a husband,he works with his brother and his mom ,lives in the basement of johns new house! this guy Jonathon Swain is my hero! he has filled me with a renewed sence of hope,and my thanks goes out to this guy thousands of miles away,that helped me get through a tough day,and fill me with hope and courage to face anything,My GOD is with me,i shall not want!~~Peace all!!~~~ 
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